Long have I seemed to serve Thee, Lord. C. Wesley. [Formal Religion.] Written during the disputes between the Wesleys and the Moravians concerning Antinomianism and Perfectionism. Dr. Jackson sums up the controversy in his Memoirs of C. Wesley (abridged edition, 1848, p. 98) thus:—
"Molther was the most active and strenuous in propagating the errors by which many were misled. He contended that there are no degrees in faith; so that those who have not the full and unclouded assurance of the divine favour, whatever they may possess besides, have no faith at all. Another tenet which he avowed and defended was, that till men have faith, they are not to use any of the means of grace, such as the reading of the Scriptures, attending the ministry of the Gospel, and receiving the Holy Communion; these ordinances being rather injurious than beneficial, till men have a true and vital faith. . . . The fine hymn on Christian Ordinances, and beginning,
‘Still for thy lovingkindness, Lord,
I in Thy temple wait,'
was written by Mr. C. Wesley at this period [1739-40], as an antidote to the mischievous errors which were prevalent."
The hymn was included in the Wesley Hymns & Sacred Poems, 1740, in 23 stanzas of 4 lines, and headed "The Means of Grace" (Poetical Works, 1868-72, vol. i. p. 233). In 1780 J. Wesley compiled two hymns therefrom, and gave them in the Wesleyan Hymn Book as:—
1. Long have I seemed to serve Thee, Lord, No. 88.
2. Still for Thy lovingkindness, Lord, No. 89.
These hymns have been repeated in numerous hymnbooks in Great Britain and America. In the American Unitarian Hymns for the Church of Christ, 1853, the first of these is reduced to 4 stanzas.
--John Julian, Dictionary of Hymnology (1907)